The purpose of this post isn’t to show off the results of my presentation at Collaborate conference, but to inspire you (and maybe myself in the future) and give you additional motivation to never give up on your dreams if you truly believe in them.
Some of you know that I had a pretty tough time after Oracle OpenWorld 2011. Looking back, I can tell you that I lived through a couple months of real depression and personal struggle. I never thought that it would happen to me. The full story about my OpenWorld experience is available here. During the last 6-7 years, I truly believed that public speaking was the next big step in my professional career. However, during the 2 months after OpenWorld, I seriously considered giving up on that dream. My way of thinking was: If after all those years of effort I fail miserably (I hated myself then), it means it isn’t my way. I should stop my public activities, hide behind my desk, and focus on my day-to-day work.
It just happened that my “10 problems with your RMAN backup scripts” presentation got accepted for the Collaborate 12 conference. Even after I got to know about it, I seriously doubted that I should deliver it. Besides my doubts about my public speaking ability, I had to sacrifice a lot of things to get to Las Vegas. I had to put a preparation plan in place, work overtime to cover my absence from service delivery, and spend my limited self-education budget (which I had thanks to a Pythian program) to get to Collaborate. The final factor in my decision to participate in Collaborate was the news from OAUG that my second presentation “Oracle 11G SCAN: Concepts and Implementation Experience Sharing” had been accepted. This is when I decided to give myself a last chance to prove that I can deliver public presentations.
I kicked off my Collaborate 12 preparation activities in January 2012. This is what I did:
- I went through the reasons of my failure again and listened to what others had to say about it (my OpenWorld 2011 blog post).
- One of the biggest components that I think had an impact on my performance was the uncomfortable environment I had to present in. My way of solving this issue was to join a local Toastmasters club. Even after being a presenter for some time, I found that it was a very good decision. There are very friendly and supportive people in our club with one common goal – become a better and more confident speaker. You would be surprised to hear that most of the club members are successful speakers already. Anyway, Toastmasters gave me a lot of practice in speaking and improved my confidence on stage.
- I started attending English pronunciation class. I know, I know. We are all busy and don’t have too much time. However, the class I took was a one day a week class. With proper time management (I am not a best example BTW :) ) and commitment, it isn’t too difficult to attend.
- Dale Carnegie’s book ” How to Stop Worrying and Start Living” helped me a lot to overcome my depression. BTW: I think that this book needs to be read at the right time in your life. I tried to read it again now and didn’t enjoy it. My suggestion is that if you feel that life is bad for you, are losing confidence, are seeing life in gray, and aren’t noticing anything else, it’s the right time to read the book.
- From now on, I’ll put in some additional effort to prepare for any single presentation I deliver. I use to think – “Hey, I have presented this presentation many times and therefore am confident that I will not have any issues.” Now, even if I presented the presentation before, I review and go through it sometime within 24 hours before presenting.
- I try to visit the room in which I will present in advance, test the equipment, and get as comfortable with the setup as possible.
- I realized that the biggest critic of my presentations and performances is myself. I was way too picky and set my expectations way too high. Today I think that the impact of possible failure is as high as your expectations for your upcoming performance. Don’t set your expectations too high. Now I cultivate the following approach: Do your best and know that you did your best. It isn’t in your power to change the rest. Even if you fail, you know that you did your best and will improve.
Connor McDonald from Perth said, “Conferences and presenting should be FUN. You and others should enjoy it and be entertained“. I respect Connor and totally agree with his view. This thought is my motto for any conference I am part of from now on.
Before I conclude and tell you about my presentation evaluation results from Collaborate 12, I would like to say thank you to all of you who supported me in this tough period of my life:
- Karina, Nik, Max – my family. Thank you folks for your patience, support, and ability somehow manage to live with such “crazy” father :)
- Pythian – a friendly and supportive team: Gwen, Alex, Vanessa, Paul, Marc, Michael, Subhajit, George, Team5, Andrey, Andre, Anton, and all Pythian people who supported and support me.
- Oracle community: Øyvind, Kellyn, Bjoern , Leighton, Fuad, Arjen, Doug, Noons, Jurgis, Janis, Juris, Raivis, Kai, Tim, Cary, …
- All others who believed/believe in me and supported/support me in this fantastic journey called LIFE.
I hope that you will remember this story next time you think life is hard on you and it is time to give up.
NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS !!!
The following evaluation results are as much mine as yours.
T H A N K Y O U F O L K S ! ! !
Session Number: 711 Session Title: High Availability Boot Camp: 10 Problems with Your RMAN Backup Script Number of Respondents: 41 5-Point Scale (5=extremely satisfied / 1=not at all satisfied) #1: Primary speaker’s knowledge of the material: 4.88 #2: Primary speaker’s presentation skills:4.68 #3: Did this session meet your expectations?: 4.73 #4: Can you apply what you learned to your job?: 4.78 #5: Would you like to see more sessions from the primary speaker?: 4.72 #6: Would you like to see more sessions on this topic?: 4.74 Overall Mean 4.76 Please list any comments regarding this session and/or areas within the topic you would like to see covered in more detail. Good. Interesting and FUN presentation. Excellent, best tech session so far. Very helpful and interactive! Entertaining! Excellent presentation.
Yury, this is awesome. You deserve all success you have created for yourself here 10x. Congratulations and I am very proud to be working with you.
Having attended both your OOW AWR and C2LV SCAN presentations, I can honestly say – what an awesome transformation !
Keep pounding on it Yury, it’s working extremely well. You are an inspiration story to many of us!
You’ve already step to the next level – inspiring others – without maybe realizing it. Awesome job Yury! Proud to call you my friend and working with you.
I think I am lucky that destiny threw on me challenges that I managed to address as of now. It surrounded me with people who helped, inspired and gave me energy to work hard in the right direction.
Thank you Alex for being my friend and mentor. You are true technocal leader for all of us at Pythian.
Thank you Paul for all support you are giving to each single employee (including myself) you meet on day to day basis. Yours honest attitude to life and business inspires me and I am sure others.
Thank you all people who I met and learned from as of now.
I am looking forward to meet new challanges and celebrate new victories together with all of you.
Now, this made my week! I’ll just use an Australian expression that sums it all:
You beauty bonza, mate!
I really admire the way you are able to openly articulate and share the struggle you faced. That takes courage and humility. I was at your RMAN presentation and you delivered it like a seasoned pro, really involving and engaging the audience. Great stuff, thank you.
Arjen, Nuno, Max,
Thank you for all the support you provided/provide to me and others. Please know that it keeps me (and probably others) going and do what I feel passion for.
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Yury, it was great fun to meet you there, and to see you happy again. Yu are one of the guy I will REMEMBER. :)
Yury, this is a great post! Thanks for sharing the experience! This is inspirational and has the power to help many.
And, I’m not sure you’ve already come across this, but the MOS note 1380043.1 proves that your AWR presentation in OOW was NOT a complete failure or waste of time! ;) Have a look.
Wow! What a surprise :) Thank you Andre :) I feel honored :)
Great post , Inspiring Thanks for sharing your experience I am Proud to be your Friend :) Thank you again